~MoSic Delicacy~

It's been almost 4 years since my last blog... What's really happening to me? I would say, mostly due to my paid job. And was bugged by a lot of little things. Critically, I was caught up with my recurring minor depression. Something that I wasn't aware of when it first happened. Maybe I was too naive, maybe I wasn't mentally prepared with the world. I would say, these few years of working really exhausted, I mean mentally. I was probably having what commonly known as identity crisis. I was in the dilemma of whether to continue on what I believe or to follow other people's footsteps. I'm living in an environment where people judge you base on your financial achievement. And then, there was a family dispute on my grandma's property. I started to feel hopeless with the society and even worse, I couldn't enjoy music anymore due to the stress that I must achieve something on this field... Thankfully, it was just a brief period of time for self-do